what do I want the most? to go back to London, to live there forever. simple fact.

I don't know why but I hated here. I just want to go to some place where no one knows me. or simply I may develope new things for me...I mean like I can make myself into someone new. because honestly surrounded by people who actually knew you, it seemed to be hard.

hmph...or probably I just want to runaway from here. to runaway from the things that I hate the most. the money, temptation, broken heart, envy, jealousy? all that kind of stuff. or probably because I don't want to see him again? but...poor him. he doesn't have anything to do my anger. but he's not also an inocense guy. lots of things to care for, lots of thing for me to think about it.

I just want to go there, so if I get tired of the world I can have a place to hide, to runaway or simply just to walk in the cold wind of winter. I just want to be there...that's all.